Secondly, next week I have another OB appointment....but no U/S is scheduled. Boo! I haven't gotten the results yet of my NT Scan so I figured I would just ask the doctor next week at my 16 week appointment. I hope all is going well. Not seeing the baby makes me nervous.
IF does this funny thing where it doesn't allow you to get too happy about being pregnant and having a baby. I always feel like my baby is no longer with me and my body hasn't realized it yet. However, I pray very hard that everything is ok and that our baby is healthy and that everything is going to be okay. I can't wait to start feeling the baby so that I know that he/she is around. But of course, that won't happen for another few weeks from what I understand.
I know I can't think this way...but it's tough not to. I can't help these terrible thoughts. Every time I want to buy something for my baby or look something up for my baby...I get a little nervous and think....what if my baby isn't with me anymore? Then I'll feel stupid. Even telling people I'm pregnant...I dont' know....at the back of my head I think....well that's another person I will have to break the news to if anything goes wrong. I know....I should stop and just look at the positives.
My belly is getting bigger and more and more people are noticing if they didn't know before. My body is changing and it's truly weird to see it changing. But I love my pregnant body it's just weird to know there is a growing baby in there.
I'm going to have Vlad take another belly pic of me sometime this week. I can't wait to see how much bigger....or rounder I should say....I got. Good news though....I haven't gained a single pound yet. I was technically (or I should say am) overweight for my height....so I guess it's a good thing that I haven't put on any extra weight. From what I've been reading...I shouldn't gain more than 15 - 20 lbs according to my prepregnancy weight. So far...I might be able to do that.
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