Another Day...

I didn't get to rest much today because I went to Philly again.  I saw my aunt but this time in court.  We had to go to court to convince the judge to take her rights away in making medical decisions.  She has been refusing medication up until today.  Luckily we won and the judge saw that my aunt needs meds.  The only down side is that the judge ruled that she be in the facility and under meds for 20 days.  After that...it's back in court.  Great!  Her doctors at the rehabilitation center claim that she needs 90 days.  I believe that too.

Ok..so yesterday I got a financial package from RMA.  It says that I have to pay $400 up front before even beginning our IVF cycle.  This does not include the bills I already have to pay for my IUIs, Beta Tests, etc.  My SIL who is a notary public signed off on everything I need for the IVF last Sunday...minutes before I got the news about my aunt.  I still haven't mailed them nor filled them out.  I guess I'll do that tonight and get it in the mail on Monday.  

Since things have calmed down with my aunt....on the ride home....all I could think about was my future children (I had almost 2 hours to think about this).  I even spoke to my mom about it.  I feel like it's such a certain thing...that I keep talking about it like it is REALLY is going to happen.  God, I hope so!  I don't want to be disappointed. 

I looked at the calendar today and tried to figure out if my period would come on time...or if I'd have to wait the full 6 weeks.  I hope it's on time so we can get this next cycle going.  I'm beginning to become impatient.  I just want to get pregnant and have my child/ren.  

I still haven't gone back to the novena yet.  I fell asleep last night at 7:30.  All those late nights/early mornings caught up to me.  I even woke up today at 4:30 am just to get to court on time.  So tonight I WILL recite to the rosary...I have to.